Below is Nottingham Forest's Greatest ever team, voted by its supporters to celebrate 150 years of one of the oldest clubs in the country. The vote took place 25 years after I kicked a ball in anger. Followed by a celebration of what has been regularly voted as the best quality game in the 30 year history of the Premier League, then banners in the Holte End and Trent End. All still hung long after I finished playing. Finally, I'm one of only 1200 men in 160 years to represent England. Do the maths and odds of doing that. My legacy cap is the final picture.
I played for the most successful club in the country, was part of a strike partnerships that scored 102 goals in 2 seasons (voted the best in Europe by France Football, those of the Balon D'or) , the club I support, 6 top flight teams in total ( Premier League, La Liga) and represented my country when 8 English strikers were scoring 20+ goals a season. Was the main driver of a post Brian Clough ( try following him at Forest ), Forest team and club that were down and out in the Championship, feeling sorry for themselves and crestfallen ( sound familiar?) , 2 years later third in the Premier League, and I know who was the main "acheiver " in that group.
Missed out by one goal in an FA Cup Final to the best Manchester United team arguably in its history, helped Liverpool to a first post Heysel European Semi Final. Helped Villa to a first European Quarter Final since the 1982 European Cup. One of only 3 Villa players in history to score a European hat trick. 4 club record transfers which in the case of Liverpool, Forest and Villa all came with "we expect you to win the title " from supporter bases who'd watched Dalglish, Withe, Shilton and Co a decade previous.
Finished top 4 with 3 different clubs.
The only time I took time out of the game was 3 weeks to go into a psychiatric hospital due to diagnosed depression, something I'd had since childhood. By rights, according to the psychiatrist, I shouldn't have had a career at all.
At Anfield, The City Ground , Villa Park and Roots Hall, I'm celebrated on the walls and in the museums, so we're talking about "could have done margins " that most couldn't comprehend, nevermind execute.
At the same age (23) as Elvis, a talented player, goes off to Iceland, I was helping Southend United maintain a position in the highest league they've ever played in, against all odds, turning a £150k outlay into a near £4m profit in 6 months.
But hey, maybe I should have sat at home.
Stan.